My name is Jeanette, but I am just a nobody.
It's never the right time, the right place, nor do I have the right mind or body. I just simply cannot exist
I have many skills, such as building and designing furniture, creating unusual sculptures
and I am about to graduate with two degrees.
But it must be all talk ? Am I really capable? or am I just unfocused.. Whatever I am doing, is that I am not doing enough because my peers disrespect me.
I have no social capital and I have zero charisma. I am a short ugly woman with a busted face. I am fit, but mentally slow.
I don't even bring it up for pity, it is just who I am. I am not going to sell a fake version of myself; I just want the world accept for who I am. There's so much you can do to improve your life, so much self-improvement. I go to therapy and I am on meds. But...
You can't change how the world thinks about you, how people feel about you, or how western society overall treats you. Humans are inherently heirachal creatures. They don't care if you can understand them , they only care about what you have and what you could do for them.
